I’ve had enough. Fear is launching an all-out assault today. It is attacking me. It is attacking my husband. It’s attacking other family members and friends I love like family. And I’m done.
It seems that the common thread in these attacks is circumstances that seem overwhelming or impossible. There’s a deadline, and the whispered thought tells us that God won’t come through in time. The phone rings, and an innocent question becomes ammunition that the enemy uses to torment us further. We take one thought captive, only to have ten more rise up to take its place.
Where is our faith? Mine is there, but it’s reeling under the relentless assault. I still have that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, but I’m angry now. I’m fighting back. Here’s how:
- Being thankful for every little thing I can think of. I have so much to be thankful for, and taking the time to remember that takes my mind off some of the “what ifs.” (Philippians 4:8)
- Remembering God’s faithfulness to us in the past. I have so many stories of times that God showed up for us in ways that were nothing short of miraculous. He has never failed us.
- Prayer. I have gone to God more than once today, confessed my fears and failures, and asked for His help and His peace. Now I need to decide to leave them in His capable hands, trusting that He loves me and will take care of us. (Philippians 4:6-7)
- Meditating on God’s promises. His Word promises that He’ll never leave us (Hebrews 13:5), that He will provide for our needs (Philippians 4:19), and that He will work everything out for our good (Romans 8:28). I’m not claiming that His provision and the “good” will look the way we expect them to. Nor am I claiming that He’ll do things in the time frame we want Him to. But He always takes care of us.
- Doing my regular Bible studies. It never fails that, if I will go ahead and do my daily devotions and Bible reading like usual, God will meet me in those and minister to my spirit. Today, as part of my Bible in 90 Days reading, I read 1 Samuel 30 and especially like the way the HCSB begins verse 6: “David was in a difficult position . . .”. I feel just like that today! The verse goes on to say: “. . . David found strength in the Lord his God.” I have made it my goal to do the same!
Are you in a war with fear and anxiety today? What weapons are you using to beat them into submission?